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Tonight I Can Write The Saddest Line

Jun 29, 2009

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my sould is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

Labels: Emoness

Jun 6, 2009

I feel so darn lazy nowadays. Exam's over for now and all I wanna do is eat sleep rot. Wait a minute. Tat is memang wad I've been doing for the past few years. Wad ever. I really feel like these two kitties up there. So tired that I can even sleep in a bowl. Camporama is coming and I'm going with the advance party so I'm actually leaving this tuesday instead of wednesday. The worst thing is, nature's call must bestow a horrible uncomfortable fate upon an innocent creature, namely ME. Today, 'that time of the month' came to me unexpectedly. One week earlier than its suppose to be due. If a leech comes creeping to me at the dead of the night I assure you I'll slaughter any human standing in my way and feed the leeches instead.

So friggin uncomfortable wyeh. Can't play water games and stuff like that. Change 'woman diapers' also pai seh wyeh. Sux lar. Not to mention stomach cramps, mood swings, sugar craving, chocolatte cravings, food cravings and attention craving syndromes.

Alrightey. Just let me rot.

Labels: Emoness

I just lurve myself

Here you are peeps. The design that will soon be the official BeeKay skol magazine emblem. A little regret cuz the font didn't turn out well. Dunno why come out in the form of 'Impact font'. I'm lazy to change anyway. Impact is nice also wad. Menegaskan the word BK nicely. This time's cover design will be Girly/Fairytale-ish fuse with a little emo-ish feel. But then of course the entire design will be a total secrecy within the committee unless a blabbermouth so pandai sial go bust the design out to public but i can promise you guys this time the magazine cover won't be last those years before that. No stupid cacat photoshop picture of the skol's ugle taman or any of the committee's own 'kindergarden sketch' work like our diary this year. No such thing as google flowers and copy paste repeatedly like our diary last year. And definitely no such thing as cartoon character appearing. No anime rip off and no pheonix and fire breath dragon pictures. Last but not least. No friggin such thing as rainbow coloured theme. YUCK!!!

Labels: School Life

Wad cousins are for

May 13, 2009

I've never read an entire text book within a day before. Now I feel so darn proud of myself. I'm sure I'm gonna do well for my midterm. If I still fail. I'm opting for suicide. I used to complain why my cousin Kev would dump me bundles of reference books and his past notes. Thinking that text books alone are enough hassle to read. But now that I'm nearing my midterm for form 5, I begin to appreciate his notes despite his micro-nano handwritting. Most of his notes ended up in my answer sheet this test. So whenever ppl hand you their notes, appreciate it.

Why am I so emotional about academics? It because its the MID TERM EXAMINATION. Whatever results you get her is either discussed personally by homeroom teacher to parents, or parents with their buddy friend who so happens to be your teacher. Either way, you're in deep faeces if you fail any subjects.

Seriously, my dad said i'm not going for camporama if I fail even one subject. He didn't care whether he paid the fee or even if the camp only comes around once every 4 years. Bottom line. I NEED TO PASS. I'm kinda confident with my science subs but the only thing is my Calculus. I have never ever not even in a million year (yea i know i'm exagerating) have come close to 40%. The highest I've ever been was 38% and tat was based on luck.

Thanks for the books. Its my life saver

So rite now, I have to cram thick books into my thick skull and plug my ears incase those formulas threathen to spill. Crap! I'm not even thinking straight. Anyone wants a cuppa coffee?

Labels: School Life

IRR Charity Run

May 7, 2009

Why is it nobody believes that I can actually join a marathon and ACTUALLY finish the entire course? Is it really that unbelievable? When I actually show up at Tepi Kubur school with the Run for Peace shirt (which I forgot to return to Tric). Quite a number of peeps were shocked. Me being smug and all was like in ur face mann! I can join these kinda stuff too.

Then I met *cough cough ahem* and she was like

Person1: "Hey mich, long time no see. Wait a minute, u got go Run For Peace meh? How come I didn't see you there wan?"

and I'm like: "Uh.. no lar, I borrow the shirt".

Persona 1: "I knew it. Impossible you went for that marathon."

Me?: Swt =.=' manyak manyak

Yea, so to make her happy, Tric decided to stroll along the whole route and me/Ash/ Tric/ Shuee ended up being the last one to arrive back at HSK. Tric summore so proud to announce her arrival with her shades, iPod, towel, shorts and jogging shoes. Tat makes me wonder, why would she need the shoes? She's not running. Why the towel? Wiping invisible sweat izzit?

The guys there was cool. They laugh at us and handed us each a can of not so well deserved 100Plus. King was standing by the entrance sighing and geleng geleng kepala and nod nod and mmn-hmm all the way at me. Sarcastic sial.

Then I finally had time to chat up with some old friends which I haven seen for quite sum time dy. They are still not tired of the 'hey, where did mich suddenly disappear to?' though i'm standing rite in front of them. And sumhow, (no question, must be James Lee start this joke wan) every tall guy I know offered me a high five (note: high five as in really high obviously I can't reach kinda high).

Me, Leong Wee (MV dun be jealous k) and Yeng in her apron all...
And then the cutest little creature came wadding up to me. Aww, Sir Gerard's Fiance's bulldoggy. That little hun is just sho sho sho sho adorable sho sho sho fat. Only six month old.

I always wanted my very own doggy. ~Tralalalala~

Then typically, hang out with ShuEe/Ash/Yeng at our fav starbucks.

Pissed SHUEE and her very delicious Grean Tea Frap with Choc Chips. I would have ordered this is this cuppa beverage if it actually contains caffein. But its blended tea so no luck in tat.

Me being squashed on my fav comfy sofa.

Tats all for the day.

So here's the thing. I absoulutely do not like David Cook no matter how much Tric tells me bout him everyday. (Tric tend to be the annoying buzzing sound I hear every morning at the ungodly hour of 7am) In fact, he reminds me of a pic from a book Ash got me.

(What's Your Problem?)

Birds of the same feather eh? Just need to tilt the head the other side.

But after seeing this picture. I changed my mind. He isn't so bad afterall. Looks sho nice in this pic with his niece. So there, ya happy now Tric?

Labels: Sightings

Right Before Mid Term Exam

And this is how I feel right now

Labels: Emoness

Sex and Sensibilty

Mar 23, 2009

Finally some updates. I know. So just lookey at the pictures k.

Shu Ee and Tric in the BGR (Boy Girl Relationship) interaction improvement session.
It means talking to the opposite sex. duh~

Tric dancing with a guy in one of the sessions next to yoke pei

Tric talking to another guy. Bet she luv this class :)

Shu Ee and her dancing partner. Unbelievable rite?

Me and Shawn. My dancing partner :) Gosh my arse looks so fatt.

Jo Yee and Cherrie cheating cuz they shy shy tak mau cakap dengan laki.

Recognise the Green day shirt even from across the room lar dei~ Next to the green day shirt is the simple plan shirt girl. You guys know who rite:)

K Thats all for my updates. So lazy. Nites ppl

PS:
Btw, just watched Dragon Ball. Sux lar the movie. Stephen Chow killed the storyline. Since when Piccolo got assistant? Where is Piccolo's antenna? Why Goku is an Ang Moh? Why Turtle Man aka Goku's grandpa die already? He suppose to live long like a turtle lar! Anyhow, I like the Chi Chi character. The girl is just like a 15 years younger version of Lucy Liu.

The movie might not have sucked if the audience were not a dragonball fan like me.
Stupid!

Labels: Evangelism, School Life